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Distant Violence and the Sun

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Half Bath 04:38
Head on the ceiling Pretend it's the real thing But I can say no to this warm fuzzy feeling I have Peeling the wallpaper off with my head Draining my stomach of things that I've read Feet touching barely Heights never scared me If you ever beat me I'd let you win fairly And I'm not gonna walk there because it's too cold Empty my legs of the things I've been told And I just let gravity Do what it wants with me I thought I had to I always had you But now there's a list that I probably won't add to And I wish I can stay like this more of the time Stuff up my ears with the things that I find But I just let gravity Do what it wants with me
2.
What did I say? I'm afraid of things I said and things I made up I have never heard the weight of conversation I'm not saying I'm afraid to hear you clearly I'm afraid that you will hear me I'm ashamed to listen to the audio that we're receiving I wonder if it hears my scratching pen I'm sitting with my legs shut, small as I can Have I lost it completely in orbit? Humanity is fucking weird Don't let it sour my existence Have I gone too far, can I resist it? Reel me in with the gadgetry Then I'll give up every private thing Cry and spill milk Eat your heart out Your mouth to God's ears Cry and spill milk Mouth to God's ears Mouth to God's ears Milk in God's ears Heart-spilling mouth Eat till you cry Eat till you cry
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I can't tell my left from right And I can't tell my up from down And I can't tell my day from night Now that you're on the other side I can't tell my left from right Now that you've turned in for the night I can't tell my left from right Every morning I wait till night When I can't tell my left from right
4.
Robots can't talk like you used to And I couldn't save you but they can and they do A handful of science A glass of the difference The patience to talk like I used to The idiot talks like I still do I'd do it again if you wanted me to I'd take up the chance in a heartbeat I could make guns with my fingers But I'd only laugh when the right things come out And people would know what I'm laughing about You'd say the old things The first ones The dumb ones Just distance and violence Saliva and music With teeth in the orchestra Pull back the camera to wideness and silence Confusion inside them A two dot horizon Two specks who are fighting But one only talks like he used to And one only talks when she wants to If you're safe I'm sorry You love them, you are one
5.
Look me in the eyes and tell me why you're crying You'll let me continue till I've said what I want to Look me in the eyes and spill me on the highway Cuz I am not your landfill Our traffic's at a standstill So if you don't know ask me why you are always crashing I am high above you I do this cuz I love you I do because I love you Look me in the eyes when I am fucking speaking You'll let me continue till you say I forgive you Look me in the eyes and give me to your children One day when you're above them, you'll be me if you love them Tell me that you're sorry Tell me I was right to come down from above you I do this cuz I love you I do it cuz I love you I do because I love you I do because I love you I do because I love you I am not around to give you reasons to feel disrespected you and I are the pig guts on the interstate and when I am older I'll be just like you I am the organs that were once in a truck but are now on the highway and when I am older I will want someone to clean that shit up because you treat me like your own personal landfill to you I am pig guts on the interstate and when I am older I will want that shit cleaned up to you I am insides of an animal spilled across the parkway and when I have kids I will be just like you and they will want me spilled on the road too. I am not unreasonable do not make me sound unreasonable this is what a man who gives a shit looks like without me you would be miserable look what I do for you look me in the eyes when I am talking you don't see me breaking contact for you why are you crying I won't continue until you stop this will continue until you stop this will continue until I have said what I want to and I will not speak over your tears Pour me out Clean me up
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If I got the chance to kill you I could Put a bullet in your lungs Blow your knees out where you stood But if I cut off your head You'd just run around in mine forever It would be so easy, I'd think Tie your arms up in a knot Toss you in and let you sink But if I peeled back your skin How could I hide in mine? I'd like to see you look surprised Pretty hands are shaking Irises are black and white I want to see the blood and the vomit From your eyes From your eyes From your eyes But if I burned down your bones You'd be the ash that fills my throat and chokes me You couldn't outrun me in those You'd trip and fall down once your feet are full of holes But if I stuffed your sleep with a pillow You wouldn't get to miss me
7.
Hey neighbor, how've you been? Remember the time I almost killed you? Scared to be your muse But i will bring you down too Do you section off the parts of your brain The ones that cause you pain The way that I do? I heard you once before You said you'd do it again Thoughts are fleeting but you wrote it down And i hear it over and over again. You're good at playing pretend Great at putting distance between yourself and what you'd rather forget How do you do it? What's your secret? You have so much to say I'd hate to hear it all You're talking to a wall Hey neighbor, how've you been? Remember the time I almost killed you? Scared to be your muse But i will bring you down too I remind you of the bad times You remind me of the good You aren't wrapped around my thumb
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Was that the bottom of the hole or something? You were there too Did someone pull me out with a rope or something? Why didn't you? Why didn't you? But you still hang around like a coat I can't put on It's too hot for summer But the pockets smell like you And full of holes With arms too short to cover your hands I've been too long in conversation with someone I love Found myself saying things I didn't think of Your roommate told me you were drumming with your hands You were drumming with your hands I fucking do that I'm the one who does that Moment of silence It's my thing that's mine and don't do it But you told me that all you want is to milk this fucking friendship while you can And how I don't know how to care about my friends What the hell was that? I'll always be a little piece of the last person I talked to And it's not fair because the last person I was inside of was you So who am I really if not you? And who will I see when you rub off on someone new? What will you leave behind? Who can you be if not mine? What is she looking at when the movie thinks we're dumb? Don't put that in your mouth You don't know where it's been or where it's from She thinks I'm funny But I don't know where I got that She thinks it's me But I don't know where I come from I'm on your shoulders But I don't know how I got here I'm full of people Where the fuck did I get them? I guess the only consolation is I don't look a thing like you But give me 10 more years and this article says that won't be true And now I wear your laundry

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released October 1, 2020

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